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Golda Velez

Golda Velez

Open to (or: sticky ends)

DNA fragments may have single-stranded bits at the end, hungry to pair and bond with any complementary strands they encounter.  

These ideas are sticky in that sense, for me - despite my overcommitted state, I would eagerly connect over them, and find some way to align efforts:

* small-d democracy in schools, workplaces, corporations.  I have some models in place...
* accountability mechanisms especially permissionlessly verifiable ones
* earned governance; agency to the beneficiaries of impact or philanthropy to rate it
* children and civilians are people, criminal mafias do not "own" the people around them, and children must always be protected.  international legal efforts to provide teeth to this, and stop recognizing criminals just because they have guns, or excusing the killing of children because 'war' or 'terrorism'.
* if an innocent person is harmed, *someone* should pay for it.  it can't just be a thing that happens
* ways to harness efforts and collaborate that don't rely on anonymous money only, but do recognize effort and choice of who to associate with
* if you have a great idea to help people in general, make sure it *actually* helps *some* people right now in the process of building it

ha several of those may be

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agreements (and attention)

agreements create the structure that makes us more than slime molds
agreements with ourselves, what we call integrity, keeping one's word, character

they allow us to plan ahead, and follow through; make a promise, and mean it

but too many agreements can tie a life into knots that can no longer follow its muse

the honesty to say no, to make changes, to include escape clauses

but also to stay up and follow them through

for cognition, perhaps attention is all you need

but agreements determine where attention can be paid
(at least, if you want your past self to have a vote, or to trust your future one)

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Wanderings along the way...

starting some daily journal entries - these will mainly not show up on the front page, but still saved and findable.  I want to pin and record more things.  Today, Vancouver, taking the long way around to the AAAI conference...glad i did.

Seen and heard on the way
   a woman walking on the rocky shore, i said hello, lovely shells.  She answered yes, and every rock is a painting, art is everywhere.  well put.

a 'people's castle' but the stairway blocked, it seems a fight with city council brews

later, two Bald Eagles and a nest that a local said they come to every year.  last year at eth denver i saw one, flying low over the river there.  



Wandered and walked about 5 miles, took a seabus and a rented bike, then finally the venue.  The views from the Vancouver Convention Centre are breathtaking.  Don't know when i used that word before, but it fits here. The conference itself wasn't bad either...

installed neogpt between sessions, so i could feel legit, and worked on a little wrapper to have it represent a did.  quite simple and hacky but its for a short workshop so, about right.  a good

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A Logical Conclusion...

this piece makes me happy every time i reread it.  it was born out of frustration with fintech bros

A Darwinian Argument

“You must die.” The woman spoke dispassionately, her face blank.

The jowly man chained at the ankle squinted across the room at her. His glasses had broken in the struggle, so were there subtle clues to read he might have missed them anyway. His face betrayed a racing chain of emotions, flickering from fear to contempt to calculation. Which of his enemies sent her?

continued...

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floating snips

if writing is the search for shape and meaning in life

is must be a selective one

the truth is full of distraction and laziness, napping in the face of urgency
forgetting oneself and remembering again and hiding from that truth

accepting maybe but celebrating nonsense?  what is self anyway these ais have me questioning
if i am a self or just generating text
there is some inner thing
but it varies 'i contain multitudes' indeed but many are quite prosaic and merely hungry

luckily friends remember
perhaps its why we want to be seen

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A Language of Meaning and Action

There is really only one question, ever.

Given the state of the world to my knowledge, what should I do next?

Answered shallowly, the answer may be

   order pizza for dinner
   drink a beer
   finish a task on my list
   continue or start a conversation with a friend
   post on social media
   edit a plan or a poem
   shoot a gun, make love, spend money

The attraction of the shallow answers lies in how do-able they are.  

Social media beckons, a feed as linear as time and digestible as sugar.  Familiar routine offers a menu of known actions. Work, as defined by others, is also chunked into digestiible slices and returning a liquid reward, feels perhaps healthier.  And expression - artistic, conversational, musical, or the written word feels like a missing mineral, that we didn't realize we craved until we taste it.

How to weave these small next steps into the pattern we want - and what does that even mean when one moment we want to remake society and the next we want an ice cream sundae?

In our professional lives most of us have known patterns, best practices, colleagues to guide us, and a mission prescribed by our

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Untitled post

walking over a bridge in san jose, costa rica after talking to an Israeli ex-pat in the hostel and preparing for RightsCon tomorrow, i realized why i haven't been writing, at least one of the reasons

the work is not so much to pull a thread of sense out of my tangled thoughts - that is work, but its the good part

(oh wow as a side note wordpress has gotton so awful about interrupting while i'm trying to write, i may switch but all my things are here. moving this to a plain text editor)

the bad part, or the hard part, is framing thoughts for an audience, in particular an audience that in my opinion has actively harmful frameworks and assumptions embedded. its exhausting trying to think of how they are thinking, being bothered at it, and then trying to talk in a way that will be convincing or compelling. that is why i do not write more, i think. also where to do it and probably no one in particular wants to read it anyway! the part about voice and personableness might have not a little to do with it as well!

but back to the frameworks.

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artistic gene

Feeling very lucky today to have such strong, creative, independent daughters

Not to mention artistic:

https://www.instagram.com/carmelita_levin/

Expression through art is so valuable, and it reflects a synthesis that is hard to capture in linear form.  

There was a period when I didn't post about my family much, partly because i didn't like how facebook manipulated and monetized connections, and  - this may sound weird, but doing human rights work it made me afraid that if I showed connection to them someday someone would retaliate against my family, like they do in other places.  But I think now, that I never will be that influential, and anyway the information is already out.  So I will start to share, and celebrate my family, just a bit.

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